"Nibby" (nibby68)
03/31/2016 at 17:29 • Filed to: None
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"Nibby" (nibby68)
03/31/2016 at 17:29 • Filed to: None | 3
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Live in a Hole - Pantera
Full of grief I scream at the wind
Thought I heard the words of others
Imprison myself
And stay in a shell
I won’t let you in to have a story to tell
Things tend to drag me down
Don’t understand so they hate me now
My fear grips the will of stone
My grip fears I’ll die alone
I promised myself somewhere in the teenage life
I’d never submit to the ones I will not be like
Live in a hole
But stay close to my kind
Cause they understand what burns in my mind
I still feel incomplete
Friends are few and far between
My fear grips the will of stone
My grip fears I’ll die alone
EL_ULY
> Nibby
03/31/2016 at 17:29 |
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\m/ >.<\m/ !!!!!!!!!!
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Nibby
> EL_ULY
03/31/2016 at 17:31 |
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Scary how much I relate to this song
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EL_ULY
> Nibby
03/31/2016 at 17:39 |
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DUUUUUUUUUUUUDE!............... you need a GF :]
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Nibby
> EL_ULY
03/31/2016 at 17:43 |
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I don’t even know any
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EL_ULY
> Nibby
03/31/2016 at 17:46 |
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craigslist :]
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Nibby
> EL_ULY
03/31/2016 at 17:48 |
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That sounds dangerous.
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EL_ULY
> Nibby
03/31/2016 at 17:49 |
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dangerous like a Fox!
Mark - Sixpots None The Richer
> Nibby
03/31/2016 at 17:49 |
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Not bad, yet I’ll stick to this depressing gem:
!!! UNKNOWN CONTENT TYPE !!!
Take me far away
To escape myself
Cos I was born to suffer
It kills my mind
It kills me inside
Happens all the time
Every time I try to fight
This life gets harder every time
And it kills my mind
It kills me inside
It kills me outside
Take me far away
To escape my self
I was born to suffer
It kills my mind
It kills me inside
Happens all the time
Every time I try to fight
This life get harder every time
It still kills me inside
It skill kills me inside
It still kills me inside
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Nibby
> EL_ULY
03/31/2016 at 18:14 |
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But in all seriousness, everyone I meet ends up as an attempt to farm barren soil.
People only reach out to me if they need a favor. Otherwise they’ll go months ... I stopped inviting people cause I know they will never come and got tired of their excuses.
A coworker even, when I started my job in November... in December, he told me he was building a computer and needed help. I went to his place, 30 minutes away and got him up and running. Turns out he likes computers and the NY Rangers too so we seemed to get along well. After that day, no thank you or anything. I see him at work occasionally but it’s very formal.
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EL_ULY
> Nibby
03/31/2016 at 18:24 |
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dude, story of my life but instead of computers, car repair. I promise, 100% same shit. I told the world to fuck off eventually and just worried about my own shit.
Work, eat, car shit/metal, poop, shower, sleep. That was my preferred rhythm.
AAAANNNDDD.... it’s when the “whatever” attitude is in full swing , that’s when I met someone (way out of my league) who for who the hell knows why, took a keen interest in me. That’s when all those loner/fuck it feelings disa-fucking-ppeared. It was 100% random. I did nothing to cause it! Hopefully, that random moment arrives soon for ya homie :]
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Nibby
> EL_ULY
03/31/2016 at 18:28 |
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Thanks a lot. Good to know someone else has gone through this, especially a fellow metalhead \m/
Hopefully that special someone exists somewhere!
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EL_ULY
> Nibby
03/31/2016 at 18:34 |
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I promise you’ll find out in the most random of time. You will remember this small talk lol
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Nibby
> EL_ULY
03/31/2016 at 18:46 |
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Argh Kinja is not letting me star your comments